last night i realised that i cut people off and i really dont know why. its just sometimes i will block people off adn i really shouldnt. i go through periods of time when i will only talk to a select few people and cut everyone else off. i dont really know why i do, i just tend to stay around only the people who make me happy, which isnt really many poeple.
it makes siome people think that i hate them, so i really should talk to all my friends but sometimes when im upset i just dont want to listen to other people complain about their problems. its not really very nice of me cause im supposed to be thier friend buit dont you ever find that when your upset, you cant stand listening to other poeple being upset? its not that they dont have good reasons to be upset, cause some of them do, but when i try to talk to some people about why im upset. all tehy do is turn the conversation intio whats wrong with them, so i never end up talking about whats upsetting me. then they complain that i dont tell anyone anything! i dont tell anyone anything cause people have broken my trust too many times. i dont really trust many people anymore, and they people who complain that ui dont trust them are the ones who broke my trust. its stupid!!!!!!!
hmm i feel better now:) please dont take anything personally, if its offensive im sorry
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